I can't shine the way they do, so what's the point!
If I hit my head with a brick
An angel may come and help me
I'll scream out internally
You'll be in love when im dead
It feels like I have something to prove
I have potential, yeah, shut up
Why am I not good enough right now
Why not?
I told santa make my life worse
I wanna see how low I can really go
I like the cold 'cause all the hot bitches
Coming from straight from hell
I'm wearing old clothes it smells raggy and so saggy
These strech marks on my skin, they won't ever go away
Nobody learned to love me
But I had to learn all by mysеlf
Self taught love, self taught lovе
I self taught love to myself
Yeah, I taught it to myself
'Cause if not for me, then who else could help?
I used to whistle as a kid
It's those days, that I can't get back
I hate making wishes
They just never to come true
I hope a prayer works this time
I've been feeling sick for so long
These thoughts in my head you wouldn't understand
I blew the candles saying "god kill me"
This life of mine doesn't feel real
Tormented by my thoughts, I wanna be freed
Won't you hear my plead
It's always a song 'til it's not
It's always a feeling 'til it's not
If I had friends I wouldn't feel this way
I hate my life and I'm all alone
But honestly you shouldn't care
You shouldn't care, It's my life
You shouldn't care, you shouldn't care
You shouldn't care, It's my life