Letras
I tried to close my eyes
To make those voices in my mind disappear
No matter how hard I try
I could never feel nothing beside this apathy
Am I blessed or am I cursed?
'Cause I can't tell what's right or wrong with my life
When I try to walk away
I always end up in this place, so lost, so done
Do you believe in me or not?
Do you think I'm good enough?
'Cause you don't even gotta say it, yeah
I can tell by the look in your eyes
This pain with me since day one
Since I was born, I feel like no one
No fake stories, this' a real one
But fake smiles everywhere that I go
(Fake smiles everywhere that I go)
And if you ever try to ask me 'bout my life
I would tell you I'm alright
'Cause I'm scared of showing how I feel inside
What if people cannot understand my pain?
What if people laugh at me? I won't be able to take it, not again
It's like every day that I live I got this noise in my head
It can be louder or not, but it will always be there
And when I'm alone with my thoughts I really can't be helped
And when I try to escape I always hurt myself
Do you think I'm selfish? Do you think I'm reckless?
Am I making no sense? Pretty sure you hate me
But I don't blame you
'Cause I hate myself too
Do you believe in me or not?
Do you think I'm good enough?
'Cause you don't even gotta say it, yeah
I can tell by the look in your eyes
It's like every day that I live I got this noise in my head
It can be louder or not, but it will always be there
And when I'm alone with my thoughts I really can't be helped
And when I try to escape I always hurt myself
It's like every day that I live I got this noise in my head
It can be louder or not, but it will always be there
And when I'm alone with my thoughts I really can't be helped
And when I try to escape I always hurt myself