Letras
You start the car and I saw you leaving
I start to wonder if you will be waiting
It's was hard to admit that I was crying
I know I ain't good in showing love
I know I ain't good in showing feelings
But you should know I am best at making love
Just so you know, I need you to love myself
Just so you know, I need you to find myself
One weekend night mess got little bigger
I said"You're a controlling fucker"
You yelled"You're a narcissist sucker"
I screamed"Go away, you idiot"
You screamed"Go fuck your self, psycho"
We did cry
But we didn't say goodbye
Cause we knew it's another known lie
Cause we knew it's just another failed try
When anger left, grief kissed me hard
When ego left, reality kicked in hard
You never took that long to come back
I never waited that frantically for anyone to come back
Wait ended with SOS alert from your end
I gave a try to make it sound like it's just a bad dream
It was a living bad dream instead of just a bad dream
Your empty seat beside remind me why I need you
It didn't take much Play realized why I need you
I need you to know myself
They called to say that your condition is critical
I called mom and informed her one angel won't survive this loss
I never felt to die for someone like that
I drove above 120, and I some siren lights following me
I didn't stop this time and dodged them all to see you once
I never drove this crazy ever before for anyone
I never felt this scared ever before to lose anyone
I never felt this lonely ever before without anyone
Do you still believe this isn't love?
You should know I am best at making love
Just so you know, I need you to love myself
Just so you know, I need you to find myself
You always wanted me to trust you
You always wanted me to wait for you
You always said you'd come from hell if I needed you
You always said I wouldn't lose you if I didn't want to