Letras
(Intro)
No lights just buzzin' in my brain
No sleep just screamin' in my veins
Ain't no peace, just pain that ain't polite
You call it quittin' — I call it fightin' for my life
(Verse 1)
Woke up shakin' like the devil doin' laps in me
Floor cold, piss—soaked, sweatin' out my last memory
Mirror cracked, veins collapsed, face pale like bleach
This the part they don't preach — detox got teeth
My body's beggin' for poison, stomach spittin' regrets
Like every pill I ever popped clawin' outta my chest
I'm seein' shadows in the corner, hearin' voices that ain't mine
Pacin' through this trailer like it's haunted by my crimes
(Chorus)
I'm dancin' with the detox demon, bleedin' through my skin
Feelin' every fuckin' sin I ever let crawl in
They said it gets better, but they ain't felt this burn
I'm just tryna live long enough to unlearn
That I need this that I crave this
But my soul knows it's fake bliss
One more night of hell and shakes
To prove that I ain't who the dope made
(Verse 2)
Coughin' up blood and yesterday's lies
God ain't showin' up — he scared of what's behind my eyes
Felt death in the drywall, panic in the fan hum
Heart skippin' beats like it's scared of what I become
The fridge empty, the hope thinner
I'd kill for a fix, I'd die clean for my dinner
But I'm holdin' on, knuckles white on that sink
Talkin' to my dead cousin like, "What you think?"
He said:
"Loon, this is war — but the devil don't win
He only owns the ones that give in again"
So I grit my teeth, crawl through the vomit and fear
‘Cause pain's the toll for freedom — and I'm finally here
(Chorus)
I'm dancin' with the detox demon, bleedin' through my skin
Feelin' every fuckin' sin I ever let crawl in
They said it gets better, but they ain't felt this burn
I'm just tryna live long enough to unlearn
That I need this that I crave this
But my soul knows it's fake bliss
One more night of hell and shakes
To prove that I ain't who the dope made
(Outro)
No more runnin', no more games
This ain't recovery, this is climbin' outta chains
Every second I breathe is a war won slow
And I ain't dead yet, motherfucker — let's go