Letras
I just bury this pain, deep down inside
No one gets out alive, deep down inside
I know I can free my mind, I don't wanna waste my time
Runnin' through my veins, my heart weak, I can't wait
My heart beats, I give thanks, deep down inside
It's just me versus my brain, it's just me versus my brain
I just bury this pain, deep down inside
No one gets out alive, deep down inside
I know I can free my mind, I don't wanna waste my time
Runnin' through my veins, my heart weak, I can't wait
My heart beats, I give thanks, deep down inside
It's just me versus my brain, I won't lose to this pain
Atrial fibrillation, they shocking me back to life
So much that I've been facing, contemplate the afterlife
I think I finally arrived at the proper place and the time
To finally change my mind, that pushed me over the line
Been a minute since I shed a tear
I should have a glass of water but instead I grab a beer
Pop another Adderall, it's addin' on to what I fear
Eliquis, Propranalol, my rhythm isn't really clear
I just need some quiet and some peace
Keepin' myself busy, denyin' what's underneath
Drink to wash away pain and then I rinse and repeat
Never givin' up hope and never accept defeat, damn
I just need some type of belief
That I can free myself from this leash
I'm climbin' out of the deep, depression never seemin' to leave
I got some Ativan to put me to sleep (sleep)
I'm a grave digger, bury all of my pain in a shallow place
I'm out of place, I crave liquor
A storm rages inside of my brain, I'm goin' out of my mind
I'm goin' out with a bang when the rain falls
And it ain't alright and I feel like I hate my life
I just keep movin' forward, won't break my stride
I only got one chance, won't waste my time
I just bury this pain, deep down inside
No one gets out alive, deep down inside
I know I can free my mind, I don't wanna waste my time
Runnin' through my veins, my heart weak, I can't wait