Letras
So much pain in my past tried to run for ages
Three years in love then we turned to strangers
Two friends died two months later
And I can't lie I'm my own worst hater
Moved work didn't have no day job
Blew all my profits on girls and Painstop
Then I'd pop benzos til I fade off
Mix it with Endone, I didn't wanna wake up
So let me be real for a minute
Cos I been in my feels for a minute
This can't be how it feels when you're winning
Fight demons sometimes it feels like they're winning
Was a misfit kid didn't fit with a clique
I talk real life shit not the flick of my wrist
Peers were getting married posting flicks of their kids
I was on my kitchen floor having fits off the bricks
Fifteen on the pipe, got mixed in some shit
Burn foil while fiends shoot fits in their wrist
They were kidnapping kids over fifty bucks tick
I ain't proud it's just shit that i've lived
I would smoke and I'd sip like I don't wanna live
But life's been different since August the 6th
When Drew checked out, I don't know why he did
Nah I'm lying, I relate & I get why he did
Worlds evil, people and cash to blame
When you mix that thought with the sort of pain
When your heart keeps breaking, your options fade
That pressure makes even the strongest break
Memories vivid but the paints all faded
Thoughts are a maze music's how I escape it
Life's too short so when I say laters
To brothers & sisters I always embrace em
Fkn oath, Salty Mc
I'm tagging Misch Ddb, LachyTee, And Retz Hbb
I'm only doing that because they all rhyme so it sounds like this is part of the Ra... nah i'm joking