I Feel Different Every Day (Audiotree Live Version)

my mother moved us to Orlando

without asking if we'd ever thought to go

cause what to do we know

my father tightened up

to serve the United States

just like his dad did before

and prolly his dad did the same

but what do I know

my baby sisters so lucky

and so am I cause we share a name

my little brothers just like me

rather die than feel ashamed

but what do I know

I feel different every day

I feel different every day

I feel different every day

I've always struggled with addiction

I need real redemption

Spent a life time doing dishes

Deleting pictures

Cuz something's missing

Can anybody hear me

And does it even matter

I've been drowning in my pity

But I'll deal with that later

What do I know

I feel different every day

What do I know

I feel different every day

I feel different

I've always got my panties in a twist

Standing in the corner with my hand

Balled in a fist

I'm a slave to this disorder

Got a tightness in my chest

Insult on my lips

Consumed and overwhelmed

By the burden of this guilt

Scratch that is was never my fault at all

In hindsight I was always designed to fall

My bags packed with the weight of the world

And all the people who have let me down

Where's my guardian angel

Where's my seat at the table

Where's my gratification

I've been so polite and patient

What do I know

I feel different every day

What do I know

I feel different every day

I feel different