Anguish (Physical Emotional)

I know I'm feeling not as good as I could but I'm sure that time will kill and ease the pain

I know it feels like the end of the world at this moment

But you've gone as low as far as you can go

Sit and bide your time

Try and change your state of mind

Knowing your helpless and lost

You can not complain it's what you've always wanted

Now you have to sit and live the consequence of life

So don't you have a cry it's what you've always dreamed of Now you have to lay inside The bed of filth you made and you messed up by yourself

I'm crying on my keys trying to gasp for air I wish I could compare the feelings when I Was there

It's so damn quiet when your sitting here alone and your sick and you cough and you know you've had enough

I try hard all the time

But that didn't change her mind

Wanting some help and love

But You can not complain it's what you've always wanted

Now you have to sit and live the consequence of life

So don't you have a cry it's what you've always dreamed of now you have to lay inside The bed of filth you made and you messed up by yourself

Killing myself this way

This physical emotional pain

All I think about is you

Why am I torturing myself

Kill me please

So don't you think about it twice

You could have been nicer

Now you have to sit there in the dark and pay your price

I'm making myself sick from drinking all this liquor

You've abused yourself and lost the whole damn lot and we don't see you ever climbing Back on top

No no no no