I Don't Talk About It Much

One day they finally told me it'd be good for me

To come here and talk to you

I didn't take offence at all, I thought it was a joke

Cus that's the sort of thing my friends might do

They said there was no guarantee

But it might somehow be good for me

I didn't understand and still don't see

The point of this and what the hell am I supposed to do

Cuz I, I don't talk about it much

I'm not sure that I should

I've managed all these years

I've done the best I could

I, I don't talk about it much

And I don't remember talking ever doing me a whole lot of good

You should know - there are things I won't discuss

Things that I just don't want to show

There are things I'll keep inside

Some things just make sense to hide

I survived them all and never cried

So there are probably things I'll never let you know

Cuz I, I don't talk about it much

I'm not sure that I should

I've managed all these years

I've done the best I could

I, I don't talk about it much

And I don't remember talking ever doing me a whole lot of good

This is scarier than I'll admit - but I'd never let that show

I was always hanging by a thread - but no one needed to know

Lately things have gotten worse - maybe more than I can take

But even so I worry that this could be a big mistake

Somehow I've managed to get myself here

And now I guess I crossed some sort of line

But I'm terrified that I'll get it wrong

Cuz I pretty sure that I don't belong

I'm just pretending that I'm strong

And I really hope I won't be wasting both our time

And I, I don't talk about it much

At least not 'til today

But now I'm going to take a chance

And see if I can't find something to say

I, I don't talk about it much

At least not 'til today

But now I'm going to take a chance

And see if I can find something to say