Dissipated

I'm not saying any names

But we both know who you are

You'll always be my favourite saint

The first one to break my heart

Try to think about time we shared

I never miss your tender touch

But thinking back on months of pain

I guess you're never gonna mean too much

And still I find myself feeling scared

Thinking about the time we shared

And every time I touch your skin

I can feel myself fading within

And every time I said goodbye

Another part of me would die

Leave me here with so much hatred

But if it's for you I'd disappear

It's such a long time ago

That this came to an end

But the scars you've left behind

They just won't seem to mend

And the hatred in my heart

It will not go away

I can't get close to anyone

And it's your fault I'm this way

And still I find myself feeling scared

Thinking about the time we shared

And every time I touch your skin

I can feel myself fading within

And every time I said goodbye

Another part of me would die

Leave me here with so much hatred

But if it's for you I'd disappear

And still I find myself feeling scared

Thinking about the time we shared

And every time I touch your skin

I can feel myself fading within

And every time I said goodbye

Another part of me would die

Leave me here with so much hatred

But if it's for you I'd disappear