disgusted

I can't look myself in the mirror

I'm disgusted with myself

I can't believe that this is what I have become, oh

Maybe it's not worth it

I know I can't be perfect

And maybe one day I'll forget you

I don't want to, but I need to

Remember singing lullabies

I knew it wouldn't last forever

I just can't look at the bright side

Ignore all the feelings that I fight

The first time, I knew you would come running back

This time, I know that you don't love me back

Love it when you tease me, hate it when you leave me

I know that you'll DM me when you see me on the TV

I can't look myself in the mirror

I'm disgusted with myself

I can't believe that this is what I have become, oh

Maybe it's not worth it

I know I can't be perfect

And maybe one day I'll forget you

I don't want to, but I need to

Why you tryna fuck with my mind?

I'm 'bout to fuck up a check

I just took a flight to Japan

While you were asleep in your bed

Foreign denim and the kicks are Dior

Paranoia when I walk out the door

I don't think that I can think anymore

Facedown, bleeding out on the floor

Maybe I just need to sleep in for another day

I think she love me 'cause she see that I got diamonds on my wrist now

2K for the fit now

You know I'll be right here no matter what happens

I can't look myself in the mirror

I'm disgusted with myself

I can't believe that this is what I have become, oh

Maybe it's not worth it

I know I can't be perfect

And maybe one day I'll forget you

I don't want to, but I need to

The first time, I knew you would come running back

This time, I know that you don't love me back

Love it when you tease me, hate it when you leave me

I know that you'll DM me when you see me on the TV