Sincerely

You wanna know what's goin' on?

You really sure you wanna hear it?

Aight. Don't say I didn't warn you

You ever stare at your arms

And think it's their fault?

Like... every mark's a memory

Of the shit they brought?

I ain't do it for show

I ain't tryna get likes

I just needed somethin' to kill

When they kept feeding me lies at night

You say "Talk to me"

Like you give a damn

But every word you spit

Feels like part of the scam

You put blades in my head

Not just in my hands

You left me fightin' myself

While you just made plans

Cut deep, yeah, but that ain't the loudest sound

Your fake love's killin' me more when no one's around

Don't try to fix me, I ain't some fucking phase

I just want someone real you just walked away

You ever scream into pillows so they can't hear the hate?

Ever fake a "I'm fine" while they sharpen your fate?

I ain't tryna die

But you lit the match first

And this pain?

It's stuck to me like your curse

People say "it gets better" but they don't know your name

They don't see the way you twist every part of my frame

You ever cry in the shower so the rage don't show?

I been drowning in the mess you'll never own

I don't need your pity

I don't need your praise

I need a night without the echo of your plays

I need a friend who don't stab while I bleed

Not a hero, not a fake just someone who ain't you

I'm not okay and you don't even care

If you gon' leave, then go don't just stare

Glass skin, yeah, and you've been swingin' for years

But if you're gonna stay... you stay in my fears

You let it heal

Then rip it apart

You cover my pain

But you planned it from the start

Smile in my face

Then break me in the dark

Thoughts in the rearview

You erased every spark

Truth in the cracks

But you kept the jar sealed

Locked me in loops

Till I forgot what was real

Weight on my back

While you called it "bizarre,"

Prayed for a light

But you snuffed every star

Look at my arms

You know where it came

You carried the storm

But you never took blame

Voices got louder

When you kept standing still

You smiled at the damage

You loved how it killed

Scroll through my past

Like a book you defamed

Every new chapter

You etched in my pain

People say "heal,"

But you built the frame

Played it calm

While I burned in your rain

You walked with a mask

Like it's welded in place

Hope in my grip

But you tore it from space

Therapy thoughts

I can't chase with you near

So I bottled the storm

With the taste of your sneer

Dreams on a leash

Fear in the lead

World never saw

What you made me believe

Heart full of questions

Soul in a bleed

Scars on my skin

That you planted like seeds

"But I've failed

I still pray

But I know no one is there."

"I used to dress up my demons

And invite them as dinner guests

Praying they'd turn into angels

Hoping they'd save me

Clean my soul."

Aggression isn't real

It's just fear trying to roar

Fed by stress that twists the chest

Anxiety that won't rest

And a mind trapped in its own storm

A mask we wear to hide weakness

A lie we tell ourselves to survive

But the truth is, it never brings

Peace