Demons in My Room

Yeah...

I ain't been sleepin' right

Demons talkin' louder every night

You ever feel like...

you just not alone?

(They won't go...)

I got demons in my room, they don't ever let me rest

Whispers in the dark, got a pistol on my chest

Shadows in the corner, they been watchin' how I step

Tried to kill the pain, now I'm one pill from death

Voices in my head, sayin' "you ain't worth shit"

Tryna fight 'em off but I'm losin' my grip

I got demons in my room, they don't knock, they just slide

And every time I pray, they still sleep by my side

Look, 3AM, I'm wide awake

Thinkin' 'bout the times I'd numb the pain

She told me love was a give-and-take

But gave me nothin' but heartache

I see my past in the mirror now

Try to smile, but it's wearin' out

Pop a tab just to block 'em out

But they laugh loud when I'm fallin' down

I got scars I never showed

People leave when you get cold

I got secrets in my soul

I got burdens I can't hold

They say "time heals everything,"

but I'm still stuck in that February

Heart frostbit, feelin' cemetery

Still dream 'bout her like it's necessary

I got demons in my room, they don't ever let me rest

Whispers in the dark, got a pistol on my chest

Shadows in the corner, they been watchin' how I step

Tried to kill the pain, now I'm one pill from death

Voices in my head, sayin' "you ain't worth shit"

Tryna fight 'em off but I'm losin' my grip

I got demons in my room, they don't knock, they just slide

And every time I pray, they still sleep by my side

Can't trust no one, I barely trust me

Feel like love's just another disease

Every hug feel like a setup

Every kiss got a blade underneath

I built walls just to keep me safe

But I'm trapped inside like I sealed my fate

Mama said, "boy, you gotta have faith"

But my faith left when she walked away