The End

Blinded by that drink and both my problems, couldn't admit it

Down bad, goin' out sad and no one could get through to me

Cuttin' on that, I was on that, off the drugs, was losin' it

Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола

Я бракована, я бракована

Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована

Я не пам'ятаю, хто вона, не пам'ятаю, хто вона

Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола

Я бракована, я бракована

Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована

Я не пам'ятаю, хто вона, хто вона

Minęło parę lat, ale wciąż pamiętam jak dobrowolnie weszłam sama do społecznej izolatki

Wszystko mam za bardzo pod kontrolą, nawet za namową nie wychodzę

Nie wyjdę z własnej klatki

Matka najpierw czekała, potem nie mogła, więc zapieprzała

A zmęczenia to do kurwy nędzy mój rodzinny gen

Miałam się nie poddawać lecz wiedziałam jak Kasandra, jeśli puszczę tylko lejce będzie bardzo, bardzo źle

Więc jak Gregor Samsa zamieniałam się w robaka

Rację miała Kayah, nie był ze mnie żaden ptak

Zawsze znałam drogę do domu, drogę do nudy, drogę do śmierci

Zapomniałam ścieżki radości, życia, jakiejkolwiek nadziei

Oh, uncle Danny, ja sobie nie radzę

Oh, uncle Danny, proszę cię o radę

Oh, uncle Danny, opowiedz mi bajkę

Pokaż mi tą straszną okropieństw wystawę

Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола

Я бракована, я бракована

Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована

Я не пам'ятаю, хто вона, не пам'ятаю, хто вона

Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола

Я бракована, я бракована

Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована

Я не пам'ятаю, хто вона, хто вона

Glossy

Watch my skin erupt in a cynthoni of flames

Check

Lost in the world where ain't no luck, felt like it filled with hatred (style)

Gotta stay up and keep it up, feels like you ain't gon' make it (yeah)

Gotta take it there to make it there, even though they all wanna doubt you (uh-huh)

Trust in yourself without a care, believe no one can stop you (yeah)

Even if they judge, don't give no fuck, gotta share with what you made of (style)

Gotta keep it up, trust in yourself, show up even though they haters (style)

Gotta make it work and know your worth, ain't those who short for know 'em

Gotta stand up tall, went through it all, in due time, you'll wash out 'em (go)

Been through that fire, ain't no liar, made it up out that struggle (yeah)

Got a couple buyers, I got tired, wrapped up in that hustle (uh-huh)

Can't tell my dream, they can't believe I made it, and I'm still here (yeah)

Maybe share that tip, and I'm thinkin' those years, wait, wasn't no hands in the air (uh-huh)

Man, I feel blessed, and I might go check, yeah, number one, just go crazy (crazy)

Strap on they necks, there ain't no next, it's just fuck you and pay me (ah)

I was so fucked up, I was drinkin' drugs, I forgot who I was (who?)

Now I found myself and I got that help from everyone that I love (love)

It's better days, my life got saved, I'm focused on the future (ah)

So ain't no way that I'm gon' cave 'cause I know it get crucial (yeah)

Gotta change it up, no givin' up 'cause day-by-day is a battle (ah)

I'ma keep it up, they know what's up and focus on what matter (uh-huh)

It's never too late to find your place, gotta figure out, what's your purpose? (Uh-huh)

I know my place in Christ, yeah, safe, I'm thinkin' 'bout, "Is it worth it?" (Uh-huh)

I seen that light, put up a fight even though them days got dark (yeah)

Know it's in my sight of what is right, and I know I came far (go)

Never, I get up, I get up, I've been strutting on

Never, I get up, I get up, I've been strutting on

Never, I get up, I get up, I guess I was wrong

You can't hang with us, boom, boom, boom

Never see the end of me (yeah)

Never see the- (never see the-)

Never see the end of me

Never see the- (never see the-)

When the road got rough, I kept it up and made it to my goal (yeah)

When the war got tough, I did get buff, somethin' strong, engage in four (uh-huh)

So stay there, gang, I felt so trapped, but now I'm free as a bird (bird)

I used to serve on the block, got swerved, now everyone gettin' curved (ah)

Made it out the street on two-watt beats, but now I work with verses (style)

Now I'm OG, they all know me for putting beats in hearses (style)

You know what's worse? I lost my thirst, I'm back now, and I'm hungry (yeah)

Live above that curse, and now I search for happiness, fuck that money (ah)

Never see the end of me, never see the end of me (of me, of me)

Never see the end of me (never see the end, never see the end)

Never see the end of me (never see the end, never see the)

Never see the end of me

Never see the- (never see the-)

Never see the end of me

Never see the- (never see the-)

We can have perfection like before

I really believe that we can have perfection if we really tried

I can count it all up and assemble it back together

No, for real, I've done it before, do you believe me?

I can count it all up and put it back together again, do you believe me?

If I can't make the magic again, what am I for?

The real magic is found in the beginnings of things, anyways

Everyone knows that

The second something starts, it's over

Only in the brief, microscopic first breath of "Go" is there anything worth talking about

If we combine all our restless moments in our long lives together

Maybe we can capture the beginning again

Maybe we can get to the lump sum of total love

Is it true that after you run out of illusions, you also run out of pleasure?

My wish, personally, is that delirious, wild revelry shall sweep us away on its four-horse carriage (Its four-horse carriage)

Beyond the ends of the Earth, and cast us onto unknown shores

Sometimes you wish that you stayed swept up in the delirium

And to think when you were young, you thought of yourself as ugly

You thought yourself into ugliness

And now, being actually ugly, you crave your pretty, yet delusional youth

Back then, nothing impressed you

When you're rich and desired, to appear struck by something

Moved by some performance or art is to appear common, simple-minded

You had to be a critic at all times

The voice in your head telling you to get better simply must've had some real life

Must've had some real life analog

So you had no choice but to embody it

You were suddenly disgusted with love, you were suddenly sickened by it

Lovers were just eyes popping through your skin

Exposing the vile slosh pits that constitute your essence

You wondered what made things enjoyable when you were younger

How those same things drove you insane now

Humor was corny, stoicism was too obvious

But God, can we enjoy something before we crest and sink into sleep-

Can we enjoy something before we crest and sink into sleep-

Can we enjoy something before we crest and sink into sleep forever?