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Yep, we're gettin' it prepped right now
Okay, Isaac, I need you to breathe for me, okay?
We have to get this tube into your chest, alright?
We brought you some medicine for the pain
But there's a lot of excess air buildin' up around your lungs
And we need to get it out
So on the count of three, you're gonna take a deep breath
And you're gonna exhale, and then hold it, alright?
Okay, here we go
One, two, three
Hey, Isaac
Alright, so we just took a look at the x-rays from this mornin'
And everything is lookin' great
Your lung is remainin' in place after we pulled the tube
And it's lookin' like we're ready to discharge you and get you back home
I bet you're happy this is all over, right?
Finally goin' home
Exhausted, you could tell just by the tone
Still breathin', but the breathin's kinda slow
Been through a lot of valleys, but this valley's kinda low
I ain't blamin', though, I'm just thankin' God that it's over
Seen too many miracles to get a chip up on my shoulder
But now that I'm older, I thank Him for the rain
But little did I know that up ahead were hurricanes
Walk into my room, everything just how I left it
Bible on my table, been a week since I read it
Might as well-read it now, if not, then I'll regret it
But I just went through hell, and my bed lookin' like heaven
I know that God will get it, man, it's been a long day
IVs, surgeries, man, I've come a long way
So I go and hit the hay, but not before I pray
Thank you, Lord, I promise that tomorrow I'll obey
Night one, not gonna lie, was pretty hard
I didn't sleep much, but it's not like that's bizarre
Headin' to the couch 'cause I know that's as far as I'm gonna go
Two weeks 'til I can drive a car
Can't be that long, so I ain't gon' make a fuss
But bein' isolated is the devil's favorite lunch
It only took a week before I fell back into lust
I wonder why I was so weak, my Bible still collectin' dust
So I go to pick it up 'cause I don't wanna fall again
I wanna live a holy life, I'm not a slave to sin
God has won the victory, this don't feel like a win
I hear Him sayin' that He's missin' me, but I ain't listenin'
I'd rather try to fix my misery than give my sin to Him
Now my history repeats, and instantly I move an inch
Away from all my friends, result to social distancin'
But how real is a friend if they don't know the truth within?
Eight weeks have passed now, almost at the ninth
Back to readin' my Bible, just had to give it time
Back to chasin' purity, and back to writin' rhymes
Finally gettin' back to normal, but I'm still not at my prime
Feel a little pain again, but I'm gon' be alright
Next week, I got the biggest show of my life
I gotta be alright
I have to be alright
If not, I'll start a fight
The last pop the left dropped
Now they talkin' 'bout the right
Hol' up, nah, this can't be happenin', I'm finally gettin' better
I finally found consistency and got my life together
Submerged, I can't tell what's rain or tears on my sweater
Now you're tellin' me that up ahead's another storm to weather
Got these IVs, tubes stickin' out of my chest
Spiritual life is wrecked
And for the pain, Percocets
They help the cuts, but these wounds travel deeper than flesh
They keep me up so I can never meet the cousin of death
Lord, why is it me?
Tell me, why is it me?
I thought you wanted me to rap and preach to set people free
Now I need a whole tube just to sit up and breathe
With my biggest show happenin' at the end of the week
Man, it was supposed to be me
Man, it was supposed to be me
I was supposed to be the artist that would show them the King
With some brothers that rock, they've had some food from the top
They was gon' elevate my name to preach Your name to the flock, huh?
It's supposed to be me, man
It's supposed to be me
Nah, bro
Nah, bro
Nah
Cut the drums, cut the drums
It ain't supposed to be anybody, bro
It's about time I learned that
Alright, I'm goin' back in
Man, it's about time I learned this lesson
Take a step back and truly take a second
Check my heart, and if the veins that's connected
Stem from my God or the pride on the guest list
No matter how wrong it might be, I invite him in
He makes me feel good, doesn't every sin?
But he's the reason that my brothers looked like steppin' stones
If I did that show, there's no tellin' how my pride would spin
So now I see all of this pain as a blessin'
Thankin' God He ain't let me stray from heaven
All this downtime made me raise the question
Am I doin' this for God, or to make a good impression?
I hope you all can learn from this story that I'm bleedin'
You can never be content with attention or achievement
It's all very fleetin', that's the message He was speakin', and
His breath brings healin', so maybe that's the reason that I'm
Still breathin'
Yeah, maybe that's the reason that I'm still breathin'
Yeah, uh, still breathin', still breathin'
Still breathin', still breathin'
Still breathin'
Yeah, maybe that's the reason that I'm
Still breathin', still breathin', still breathin'
Huh, here I am, I tell 'em
I'm still breathin', homie, here I am
I said, here I am, I said, here I am
I said, I told 'em I'm still breathin', man, here I am
I only fear I Am
I told 'em, here I am, let's go