My Last Lines

My dad says I won't amount to anything

My friends all say I'm a loser

And my mom says she wants me out of her sight

And my girl left for good just last night

Well, I feel lower than I ever thought I would be

'Cause no one cares, they just don't understand me

I've tried to reach out so many times

Will they feel any different when they read my last lines?

I've got to leave to escape the pain

I hope you know it's the only way

Don't cry for me, you probably wouldnt anyway

'Cause, where I'm going it will never rain

I'm sorry for all the trouble I did cause

All I needed was to be loved

But I, spose that I just never was

Don't worry now, it's the end of my wars

As you realize, as you read this note

You will come to find, these are my last lines

Well I drank a lot to build up some courage

'Cause without it just couldn't do the deed

Spent all the money I have on a big night out

I wonder if they know what it's about

If the devil asked for my soul I would sell

So I picked a fight just for the hell

Got my head smashed in, but so did he

I wonder what it's like, what I will see

I've gotta leave to escape the pain

I hope you know it's the only way

Don't cry for me you probably wouldn't anyway

'Cause where I'm going it will never rain

I'm sorry for all the trouble I did cause

All I needed was to be loved

But I, spose that I just never was

Don't worry now, it's the end of my wars

As you realize, as you read this note

You will come to find, these are my last lines

Find a pen to write my farewell

And I go to my place of departure

My mind's made up, there's no turning back

After a bottle of scotch and a bit of crack

I'm just standing holding firmly to the shotgun

As I watch the setting of the evening sun

Hear the shot echo through the darkening sky

My mind goes numb I just wanna die