Nine Months (Audiotree Live version)

The first thing you said the night we met

Is I was beautiful

And you right that New Years night

I looked so beautiful

So good inside, life in my eyes

I was so beautiful

That’s the last time

I looked so beautiful

‘Cause now I’m standing in your light

and it’s not beautiful

But I was so beautiful

I was so beautiful

But now I’m sleeping just so I am not awake

When I get up, I’m getting dressed by yesterday

And every-time I think of you I hate I didn’t run away

Cause I never thought

I never thought

I’d be the girl who stayed

In late July we went upstate for your 22nd

All you wanted for your birthday’s to mess with my head

Tell me I’m dumb

All my friends suck

I’ll never be loved again

Then apologize

Say it’s not what you meant

But it’s what you said

I know it’s what you meant

So now I’m sleeping just so I am not awake

When I get up, I’m getting dressed by yesterday

And every-time I think of you I hate I didn’t run away

Cause I never thought

I never thought

I’d be the girl who stayed

But when I think of it

I acted like a kid

Not knowing right from wrong

It makes my stomach sick

That I tolerated you for so long

It’s all so clear to me now

That you’re not here with me

How was I so blind?

The words it’s not my fault

Repeat until I fall asleep each night

The words it’s not my fault

Repeat until I fall asleep each night

So when they ask you about us

Don’t you ever say we were in love

I took my time now I know what it was

So don’t you ever say we were in love

You ruined my life for nine fucking months

So don’t you ever say we were in love

No don’t you ever say we were in love