For Now

I know the sun will narrow

I know my breath will shallow

And shadow's always chasing me

We're only here to borrow

What will show tomorrow

And no forever will ever be

But for now

I'm floating

For now

Nothing can touch me

For now

I'm golden

For now

Just hold me

Oh we can handle damage (though I'd rather not dear)

The worst has already happened (God I hope you're here for)

And I'm not afraid anymore

(Is it corny if I say it feels like magic?)

So let's draw crazy patterns (let me see your best draw)

And aim for lower statures (cause I don't need nothing)

Until we reach irrelevance

(I wanna disappear into it)

But for now

I'm floating

For now

Nothing can touch me

For now

I'm golden

For now

Just hold me

Although we're born for breaking

I'm not ready to grieve this

Don't mind me, I am selfish

I won't let go of this

And I will leave dead flowers in the vase

Though their muted colors don't quite hit the same

I want this now, forever more

I'm not prepared for what's in store

But for now

I'm floating

For now

Nothing can touch me

For now

I'm golden

For now

Just hold me