I'm Not Depressed, My Life Is Just Sad

All the bad days, I've tried to convince myself

I'm overreacting but I

I've had my fill of medication

Maybe this is just the way it is

Waiting for the time for everything to make sense

Last time I knew happiness, it's been so many years since then

There's no way that you can say it's all inside my mind

Cause honestly sometimes I wanna leave it all behind

The hardships are much harder when you realize they're real

All my days stuck in a daze, reeling from all the feelings

Second guessing, maybe life is really not so bad

I need to be more patient but I

I've tried to see the silver lining

But my sky's are full of heavy grays

Dancing in the rain is easier to say than do

Painful realization of everything I'm going through

Reality is suffocating

There's no way that you can say it's all inside my mind

Cause honestly sometimes I wanna leave it all behind

The hardships are much harder when you realize they're real

All my days stuck in a daze, reeling from all the feelings

I'm not complaining, I know it truly could be so much worse

I've certainly been lucky but I

I'm missing some essential pieces

That's why I feel so incomplete

What exactly counts as a valid reason to feel lost

I'm ticking off my boxes as I'm

Fighting off the demons, they're all around, I can't give up

Please tell me you can see them