crushed

I don't understand, where did I go wrong? I did everything I could, but it wasn't enough

Wish I never said anything to you

It would have made my life a whole lot easier

But I still cry

Cos you made it seem like we were more

And I wonder if I could have changed a thing

Or if we were doomed to be nothing

It cuts me up inside

That I thought that we were something

I wish I never said anything to you

Maybe I would be a little less bitter

But I still try

Cos mamma never raised no quitter

And I wonder if you ever understood

That you were playing with my heart

It tears me up inside

To think that you knew from the start

It hurts me to know that you were just feeding my lust

And it hurts me even more that I don't know who to trust

All my cries for help have been pushed to the side and hushed

But I do it to myself now that I've been crushed

I tried my best