It's not that I don't want you
I know its hard to see
Its not that I don't wanna be with you
I'm fighting demons
It's not that I don't trust you
I have seen some things
And for every time I blamed you
Just know that's on me
Cuz every time you call
Every time we talk
I Feel free
I love the way you hold me
You make me feel important
You make it easy
It feels like we're alone
A utopia, no worries
Just peace
I know that I've been wrong
But I'm trying please don't go
Please believe me
Please believe me
Oh please believe me
Yeah
I'm trying to believe the things you say
I tried to leave, you're begging me to stay
Every single time you do me wrong
I always try to look the other way
I couldn't
Stand to see you throw it all away
I should've
Packed this up and walked the other way
Instead of tryna save it
Cause we can't get it back to what it was
You said I was the worst
Well I think You were worse
Said I broke your trust
But you betrayed me first
I gave you my all
My efforts weren't enough
Now you're playing the victim
This will never work
You did me so wrong
I waited so long
But you just won't learn
And I can't go on
Cuz every time you call
Every time we talk
I Feel free
I love the way you hold me
You make me feel important
You make it easy
It feels like we're alone
A utopia, no worries
Just peace
I know that I've been wrong
But I'm trying please don't go
Please believe me
Please believe me
Please believe me