Venting While Im Perking

Nobody knows the risks I take

Mike, Mike, you be goin' crazy

I hate when my efforts go unnoticed

And I feel underappreciated and undervalued

You don't know how hard I'm tryin

Fannie 808

You don't know how hard I try

To be a better person

But lately it ain't working

I even quit the dope game for a minute and started working

They said the streets ain't worth it Death

That's the only thing that's certain

You don't know how hard I try

To make it all worth it

I started from the bottom, I'm emerging

The streets turned me into a whole different person

Let me vent to you while I'm perking

Fire headies was waitin' on me in the alley for me to serve em

I get the money, go right to the mall and start splurging

Cover up every insecurity that I got with a purchase

Patchin' up my flaws on the outside, I appear perfect

I just wanna be who they wanna be

When I walk in the room, people notice me

All the hard work it took, they ain't noticing

People so judgmental and don't know a thing

They don't know a thing

Don't know about them high speeds

We know we gon' get away, so we don't throw a thing

I got anything you think you need, just give my phone a ring

Bet I can compensate you, if you got the paper

Phone always ringin', but I don't hold no conversation

I should've been a receptionist or an operator

Tell me what you tryna get and the route you takin

And I'll be there in a jiffy, it's crazy in my city

Got a ride with the blicky

My biggest fear is runnin' and still dyin' like Ricky

Or dyin' like Nipsey

They say real is rare to find, we dyin' out quickly

Can't wait till I catch shhhhh I'm dyin' just to kill em

whole city ridin', strikers shit, we used to ride pillies

I remember wearin' pennies, now I put my feet in Fendi's

I grinded hard for this shit

Late nights, 2 a.m., cold and dark as a bitch