Guardian angel, guide this soul through the morass (The morass)
I've been emotionally detached
I was burrowing in lust (Burrowing in-)
Found myself repeating every lapse on trust
Drunk on pride, trying to chase the buzz
Forgive me, I confess — I ruined a halo today (Today)
I digested that it don't come back with lambency
But more shattered pieces of resent and anger
Now the silence sits heavier than the bleedin', had to grieve
The incense turned to smoke I cannot breathe in (Can't breathe-)
Sometimes I pray for patience more than beg forgiveness
The devil got a hold of me, I healed the sickness
But I sinned
(I pray that you-)
I was death to you, I reaped the consequences (What goes around comes around, that's just how-)
I felt something leave me that day, might've been the wings
I'm low on time to seek forgiveness — I'm sick
My day is sooner than you think
I turn to the atmosphere, and talk to Yahweh
Then we speak again, I ask why he ain't answer (Why he ain't answer)
I turn to the atmosphere, and ask for extensions
Every attempt at mending myself end in more lessons (More lessons)
I'm cursed
Only option I have is to wait for the Earth to hear my pleas (Hear my pleas)
I don't want to be policed for eternity, I'm tryin' (I'm tryin', tryin')
This is what I earned