Letras
I'm still waitin knife in my pocket and my patience fadin
Starin at my phone like god gon' text or somethin sacred
Youu said "soon", but soon felt like forever
Now I rot in my room, chainsmokin thru the pressure
Crushin pills in my palm, tryna draw out your name
But all I see is red, all I breathe is shame
Your ghost lives in my head rent-free, fuck peace
I've been Beggin on my knees for a heart that won't leave
I'm still waitin yeah I'm still bleedin
Still got your name on my throat while I'm screamin
Ain't no savior, I'm the freak they forgot
Still textin "I miss u" to a number you blocked
Maybe I'm insane, maybe I'm just too sweet
Maybe you just liked watchin me fall to your feet
I made a shrine from your lies, light it up like a prayer
Still waitin on nothin, still pretendin you care
Cig burns on my skin like you branded me
You fucked around, now i'm fucked up casually
I play that song you sent me just to hurt
Why the hell you say "forever" if you meant "'til it's worse"?
Still got your old brush sittin on my drawer
Still got the hoodie you left on my floor
Used to be your angel, now I'm cursed and cursed again
I hope you hear my name and it burn thru your friends
I'm still waitin yeah I'm still bleedin
Still got your name on my throat while I'm screamin
Ain't no savior, I'm the freak they forgot
Still textin "I miss u" to a number you blocked
Maybe I'm insane, maybe I'm just too sweet
Maybe you just liked watchin me fall to your feet
I made a shrine from your lies, light it up like a prayer
Still waitin on nothin, still pretendin you care