Had to face the facts, I had to see that that was that
Yeah, listen
I said I had to face the facts, I had to see that that was that
I let her dangle love in front of me, was needy, got attached
The one came after her, I feel like I don't need and that's a fact
I need stability
Been working on my feet like back to back
Tryna see that GLE with AMG kit, black on black
I lost the Beam, but learned possessions is one thing to not attach to
Lose and gain more than I ever lost, no cap, I seen it happen
Had to stop repressing shadow
Had to bring the demon back
And take what every lesson taught me
Smiling as I'm thinking that
You go against yourself, and wonder why you ain't been feeling happy
Love don't come from out, it's from within
I'm sitting deep with that
I said I'm sitting deep with that
Smoked one to forget about you
Still was having dreams about you
Should've listened to myself
When I said to forget about you
Now I'm letting go
Gotta focus, been neglecting me
I'm lonely, but I'd rather be lonely till something better ring
I spend time recording, getting money, or doing better things
Market took a dip, I was low and I thought bout selling things
I stayed down till I came up, my nigga, that's how you better things
So if you wanna know what I'm doing, I'm doing better things
Smoking green, but I'm still getting active, cause that's a better thing
Tryna put more greens in my palette, I'm eating better things
You'll probably catch me seasoning salmon, I'm eating better things
This bitch might just talk for a hour but she ain't said a thing
I'm really tryna listen, was thinking bout cheese, a cheddar brain
I'm really tryna listen, was thinking bout cheese, a cheddar brain
Ain't grow up rich, I'm tryna live different, and see what cheddar brings
I know it won't guarantee happiness
But still I get this feeling when I'm up, I'm at my happiest
I know it won't guarantee happiness
But still I get this feeling when I'm up, I'm at my happiest
Yeah
Yeah
C. Swavey