Scapegoat

I know

To you, it seems like I chose

Some random hoe over all we had

But when you grow up and you look back

You'll see it as

Wrong place wrong time

Wrong state of mind

Out of mine

I don't know what I was thinking

Know if I could go

Back and change and things I

Don't think there would be a single thing I change about it

I know

To you, it seems like I chose

Some random hoe over all we had

But when you grow up and you look back

You'll notice that

I only gave you a scapegoat

In hopes maybe one day you'd take note

And wake up before everything started to crash and burn away

Proposed to the love of my life

And I lost her to my own insecurities

I hold myself hostage inside

While you cry

Purposely say things to make you leave

Like

This is a place I stay in

This is not my home

The only place you share with me's

Replaceable 'N

Take that in consideration

When you're holdin

Him attempt to drown my demons

They're just chillin soakin

My misery

Brain deteriorating

Hearts withering

Memories are

Frozen in time shivering

Now they're

Recently deleted history in the

Wrong place wrong time

Wrong state of mind

Out of mine

I don't know what I was thinking

Know if I could go

Back and change and things I

Don't think there would be a single thing I change

Kiss me on the lips before I go

Hand around your neck

My thumb it traces along your throat

Love

I'm headed to the West Coast

Never coming home

Again

Again

Hey I love you, I miss you

Hurry home, come snuggle and eat