Letras
I been arguing with myself
Fighting battles in my head
(In my head, in my head, in my head)
& when I get overwhelmed
I be forgetting that y'all dead
(I be forgetting, I be forgetting)
Yeah my life look real good looking in
But listen to me player, it ain't never what it is
(No it's not)
I lost so many friends back when we were still just kids
(Rest in peace)
And it hurts till this day but it is what it is
(You know it dawg)
It's all apart of life when you grow up
From the sets that you throw up
To the the bitches that you fuck
You be thinking that she likes you but she just lining you up
You be thinking he's your homie till that back door open up
Face to face with a gun
Do you fight or do you run
If you don't know your answer then this probably isn't for you
Cause you can get killed at 12
& even die at 9
& I ain't talking bout the time If you cant read between the lines
Now You can take my advice and it might just save your life
But I ain't sugarcoating shit I just tell it how it is
Really lived the life I lived
Man ain't this boutta bitch
The streets get real grimey when it's dark
You can find a lot of people walking round with frozen hearts
Had to give up on my love cause that shit just for the birds
& I'm still fucking these bitches while I be thinking of her
People always judge me before they get to know me
But they know what I was like before I lost the Homies
Used to smile all the time
Used to even joke around
Depression hitting heavy once that sun goes down
People always judge me before they get to know me
But they know what I was like before I lost the Homies
Used to smile all the time
Used to even joke around
Depression hitting heavy once that sun goes down
I just need to talk to you one last time
Wrote down how I'm feeling & I put them in these rhymes