misery

Started with these thoughts that just wouldn't stop

And I can't seem to feel none

All this pain that has me numb

And somehow time feels like it stopped

Nothing changes in this bond

The world keeps turning and nothing is changing

The life that we have is something amazing

And dreams that we have eventually erases

Look at the places that we have been staying

The people you meet are the ones that keep hating

They do it to get something you have been waiting

Don't let them get it cause they'll start replacing

Everyone they know the ones who are waiting

But when does the time come? I can't just take it

So much has happened that I keep retracing

Looking for vibes to somehow feel safe with

Where does it go? I really don't know

But I keep on going cause I already know

Everything will start turning the same

I just ignore it and keep on the pace

Keep moving forward, the light always waits

It may feel strange, it's part of the page

Just live the life that you have been gave

Take a look at my life and I feel like I fuck up

Too many days I've been thinking like this

All of my time on this earth for no reason

All of my energy wasted on this

But for some moments I feel it's okay

Put all the hate onto me so to say

I'm already used to be treated that way

But don't get it twisted, I guess it's my fate

Changing my ways all to better myself

Because my actions will speak for themselves

Nobody else will go do shit for you

Got to go get it, something you must do

Just look for the clues and stay far from the fools

Too many problems to be acting cruel

To all of the people who waited on you

But fuck all the people who hated on truth

Now I look back and I think of this hell

Where is my mind cause I can't even tell

Looking at you and I just see the pain

Who is at fault is it me who's to blame