All My Life

I still toss and turn, I can't sleep at night

Vivid pictures of my homies after lost they life

I got drunk the other night, he appeared in my sight

He told me everything's alright, it was the roll of the dice

I told him everyday I think of you and started to cry

Tried to reach, tried to touch him, but it was all in my mind

I think I'm goin' crazy, is it the kush that I be blazin'?

The Henny I be drinkin' for no apparent occasion

I lost my homie and I never thought I'd see the day

This shit is crazy, we here just to pass away

It's gettin' hard but I'm a fighter like Cassius Clay

My lil' homie just got life, he got washed away

And I hate to see your mama cry

Trippin' in the court room when his appeal got denied

That's when you learn to love the ones that's always had your back

Cause any given moment it can happen, then they're gone like that

See I've been locked up, I've done lost some loved ones

All my life I've been out here strugglin'

Just to eat, I gotta make ends meet

It's hard on me but I'm keepin' it G

Cause I've been locked up, I've done lost some loved ones

All my life I've been out here strugglin'

Just to eat, I gotta make ends meet

It's hard on me but I'm keepin' it G in the streets

I said all my life I've been keepin' it G

I'm tryin' to do good but I'm stuck on these streets

They say I drive a nice car but it's nothin' to me

They say I have a nice house but I ain't livin' in peace

I'm at the cemetery searchin' for a sign of relief

I know I've done much worse, why couldn't it just be me?

I make the sign of the cross as I dry my eyes

I'm tryin' to do good but got this feelin' inside

I've been strugglin', yeah, all my life

I gotta do what I got to make things right

My homies dyin' left and right

Friends are goin' bye bye bye

But I must be strong, babe

See I've been locked up, I've done lost some loved ones

All my life I've been out here strugglin'

Just to eat, I gotta make ends meet

It's hard on me but I'm keepin' it G

Cause I've been locked up, I've done lost some loved ones

All my life I've been out here strugglin'

Just to eat, I gotta make ends meet

It's hard on me but I'm keepin' it G in the streets

I'm smokin' weed everyday just to calm my nerves

But I'm lifted and I'm trippin' and it's makin' it worse

Instead of clutchin' on the pistol I should be in the church

We livin' mainly on the streets, you know my family come first

I'm hearin' voices in my head, I think the alcohol got me spinnin'

I'm seein' visions of my homies doin' life in prison

Never comin' home, just a phone call and an hour visit

God has a plan and he said I'm so in love to live it

So I'mma take it how it comes

Ridin' for my homies, my niggas is dead and gone

And I done shed so many tears I can't even cry

I done lost so many people, I'm just wonderin' why

When it's my time, I ain't even gon' lie

I'mma take it like a man and look death in the eye

I'mma roll a couple blunts up, chill and get high

I'mma crack a fifth of Henny 'til the day it arrives

See I've been locked up, I've done lost some loved ones

All my life I've been out here strugglin'

Just to eat, I gotta make ends meet

It's hard on me but I'm keepin' it G

Cause I've been locked up, I've done lost some loved ones

All my life I've been out here strugglin'

Just to eat, I gotta make ends meet

It's hard on me but I'm keepin' it G in the streets