I can't remember all the things I said
I- I- I can't forgive if I don't get a lead
I'm so brain dead, I wish you could stay
All I ever could was lay and pray
"Did something happen while you were gone?"
Oo-ah "Do you like to be drawn?"
That's all I wanted to hear this morning
Can you ever just care about me?
(I just feel like this wasn't even meant
All my hard work, yeah
It just fucking went to hell
I wouldn't comment, if this wasn't me
Can I ever- ever finally be heard?)
My head is feeling messed up
Is this the end of our time?
My hands are shaking so much
Just pull the trigger some time
Your hands are covered in my blood
Please let me go- let me bleed out
My head is so damn fucked up
Please let me rip my throat out
I didn't plan this shit out
This wasn't supposed to happen
You never showed me enough
You are the reason I'm manic
Why can't we care for each other?
I only want us to last
Why can't you deal with my shit
I'm only going through stuff
I can't remember all the things I said
I- I- I can't forgive if I don't get a lead
I'm so brain dead I wish you could stay
All I ever could was lay and pray
"Did something happen while you were gone?"
Ooo-ah "Do you like to be drawn?"
That's all I wanted to hear this morning
Can you ever just care about me?
(I just feel like this wasn't even meant
All my hard work, yeah
It just fucking went to hell
I wouldn't comment, if this wasn't me
Can I ever- ever finally be heard?)
(I just feel like this wasn't even meant
All my hard work, yeah
It just fucking went to hell
I wouldn't comment, if this wasn't me
Can I ever- ever finally be heard?)