hurtful things

I hate the arguments

You know I love you but I hate the way I feel

It’s just unfortunate

That I chose you instead of someone more ideal

Words hold a heavy weight

I start to overthink and question everything

It’s not unusual

So I keep inside all these thoughts I’ve been hiding

I just want you to know

It was hard for me to go

I stayed with you through all the hurtful things

you broke my heart and I can still feel the sting

I know you know it’s not the way to be

I’ll be okay

I’ll walk away

From all these hurtful things

The feelings’ bittersweet

To see her happier, though I shattered her

I know I

Caused you misery

Now I’m a fool, with too much fuel to chase after her

Now I don’t who I am any more

Cause my identity was being yours

Forever I’ll look I’ll search I’ll lose my life to go back to before

I’ve been waking up as somebody else

While you’ve been waking up underwhelmed

So now lay in bed all day hoping that I stay In this shell

You stayed with me through all the hurtful things

I broke your heart and I can still feel the sting

You know I know this didn’t have to be

You’ll be okay

Just walk away

From all these hurtful things

I stayed with you through all the hurtful things

But they outweighed all the happiness you bring

I was attached, it didn’t come with strings

I tried to stay

When weathers gray

Through all the hurtful things