If It Was You

There are stories I can't tell

Too much pain and weight

In my chest I'd suffocate

Spent all night laying awake

Need to find a way to be okay

But I don't know how

Cause there's still chills inside my bones

Mind can't get back to logical

Some days okay, some terrible

First time I'd like to see a ghost

If it was you

If it was you

There are melodies I can't get outta me now

They're there but rearranged

Can't stay in one place

Gone by the end of day

I guess they don't wanna stay

Unlike our memory

Going on 5 years old

When I inhale I feel your soul

I know when I'm buried down below

It's you and me, final result

And that calms me down

Now I'm wondering

Now I'm wondering

If it was me would you feel the same

Would you want to say or hear my name

Would you be lost up in the clouds

To avoid going insane

Cause in this situation

I'm spread so thin

I just want to see your smile

Want to see your eyes light up again

Now if I set you free would you be proud of me

They say if you love them let them go

So they can feel eternal love and ecstasy

So what kind of friend would I be

If I left you in this state

Your captive in my tears

God knows that dams been prone to break

Almost every day I'm sorry

Please forgive me for the wait

I'll still feel you in my body

Just in a different place that's safe

Then I can say

We won't always feel the same

They say it gets easier every day

And I know that's not true

But I'm confidently saying

In every situation

When my patience is at it's end

I just think of you and smile

It was such a gift to be your friend