You've been outta touch for a minute, I know
You been outta reach, you've been trying to grow
And it's hard to breathe when you think about it
Hard to say sorry when it don't mean shit
I'ma ruin my life, I'ma fuck up my friends
I'ma say sorry, then I'll do it again
I'ma burn every bridge, till' I'm stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend
I don't wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room's crowded
I'ma ruin my life, I'ma fuck up my friends
I'ma say sorry, then I'll do it again
I'ma burn every bridge, till' I'm stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend
I don't wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room's crowded
I don't wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room's crowded
I don't wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room's crowded