Lies

Can you show me what's broken

I'm hoping somehow it can mend

Took a dive in your pool of lies

Drowning on the deepest end

Even if it's a dream, just believe

I know that we pretend

That this time we're blind

Even though I know we see the end

The pain is real (real)

I wanna die (die)

And sometimes it's peaceful when I think about suicide

I need to stay (stay)

I wanna try (try)

But the truth is that I'm used to pain and all their pointless lies

Pointless lies

Would you even give a fuck if I died right now

If it was up to me, I'd decide right now

I'd take the final leap, so I can lie right down

Too many demons in me, can't survive this crowd

I keep it bottled in, I could cry right now

I'm sick of searching for some peace with all the lies I found

You people said you're family, you lied to me

Blind to who I really am, and you didn't even try to see

I can't be a perfect person, though I try to be

The only thing I feel is pain

I can't show a different side of me

The pain is real (real)

I wanna die (die)

And sometimes it's peaceful when I think about suicide

I need to stay (stay)

I wanna try (try)

But the truth is that I'm used to pain and all their pointless lies

Pointless lies