Unwind

I will record all of our tears

You were far away

And starting to heal then

So I'll try to know you better

I stayed at home on the fourth of July

And how I presented to the world was so far from how I felt inside

But I really didn't want to die

I lied then

My mind went

Old friends left

And I'm calling to be near them

I died then

Those nights done

My worst come

And I'm calling to be near you

I wasn't happy

And tried guessing

Push on, self in

I wasn't resting

I wasn't living

I didn't want to

So pull at my skin

Drown and hold in

To not upset them

I wasn't better

It seemed that we needed

To reach it, our weakest

We picture our children

And we would tell them

Be yourself, when it's over my head

And hung from

Our worst thoughts

My words form

Though rarely say I need you