You Wasted The Best Years Of My Life
Made Me Think I Was The Problem
I Used To Dream Of Dying In Your Arms
Now I Dream Of Not Waking Up At All
I Tore Out My Heart
To Give To You
I Surrendered My Defences
And Gave Unto You
I Shattered Every Part Of Me
Just To Keep You Safe From Me
Felt My Bones Explode From The Force
Knuckle And Skin Fused In Remorse
I Just Wanted To Be Enough
So Take Your Words Shatter Me More
Smash Your Promises Against My Hope
Tear Me Down and Gut Me Raw
Loosen Your Grip and Tighten The Rope
Rip Me Open and Call To Me
Witness What's Left Of Me
I'm Just Your Hollow Vermin
Crawling Through The Wreckage Of What We Were
So Curse My Name But Choke On The Truth
I Became Hollow
Trying To Love You
I Left My Head Out To Hang
I Let Myself Hang On And On
The End Of Life Pulled On Tighter
My Breath Became Lighter
And Just For A Moment
My Pain Gave Me Sweet Release
I Hear Your Cries
Life Rushes Back
You Saved My Life
I Never Wanted Back
Not Even Cancer Could Give Me Release
Pumped My Veins Full Of Death
Even Though I Begged
It Could Not Beat Me
Or Leave Me For Dead
They Called It Treatment
But It Felt Like Punishment
Living With A Knife In My Head
I Could Only Beg To Be Dead
But I Woke Up Again
So Take Your Words Shatter Me More
Smash Your Promises Against My Hope
Tear Me Down And Gut Me Raw
Loosen Your Grip And Tighten The Rope
Rip Me Open And Call To Me
Witness What's Left Of Me
I'm Just Your Hollow Vermin
Crawling Through The Wreckage Of What We Were
So Curse My Name But Choke On The Truth
I Became Hollow
Trying To Love You
Crush My Chest Until It Caves
Grind Me Down Into My Grave
There's Nothing Left To Fix
No Soul No Fucking Chance
Remember
I'm Just A Hollow Vermin
So Take Your Words Break Me Again
Smash Your Vows Where The Fractures Begin
Tear Me Down Strip My Colours Away
Tighten The Rope Till The World Turns Grey
So Curse My Name As I Choke On The Truth
I Became Hollow
Trying To Forget You
I'm Just A Hollow Vermin
A Hollow Vermin