No one could tell
My little hell
I kept it inside
I wrestled with doubt
The next day I'd count
The bottles of wine
When the phone rings
Don't do a thing
I don't wanna talk
Don't wanna hear who I am
I don't wanna hear who I'm not
I let you get to me
And it felt like the end of the world
And I let this level me
But I didn't know
I was that kind of girl
I always thought
I had a heart made out of bone
But it splintered to glass
When I wouldn't ask
As you leave to go home
Why would you open a door
You could never walk through
Why lay the cards on the table
When I couldn't choose
I let you get to me
And it felt like the end of the world
And I let this level me
But I didn't know
I was that kind of girl
Who'd let love take her down
A girl who'd wade into a lake
With stones tied to her gown
And I let you get to me
It felt like the end of the world
Your leaving me leveled me
No, and I've never done that before
No, stand there wide eyed
With my hands by my side
'Til I couldn't deny
I was down on my knees
But maybe I needed to see
I was that kind of girl
Mmm, that kind of girl