Velvet morning, eyelids heavy
Astray sun on my windowsill
I don't remember falling asleep
But I wake in the shape of him still
Your records spin like nothing happened
Dust dancing like we're just fine
I trace your name in condensation
Can't tell if I'm yours or just mine
And I'm numb like the sky in a static blue
Like a kiss that forgot your name
Like a prayer I keep half-saying
I should run but I just stay
In the silence we both made
I should scream but I just hum
I should feel you leaving
But I'm just numb
All the photos trapped in my phone
Fading reminders that I really am alone
We were church and we were chaos
We baptized every lie and now we feel the loss
And I'm numb like the sky in a static blue
Like a kiss that forgot your name
Like a prayer I keep half-saying
I should run but I just stay
In the silence we both made
I should scream but I just hum
I should feel you leaving
But I'm just numb
You said you don't wanna be that man
I said I don't even know who I am
Maybe, probably, I loved too loud, too raw
Now I whisper your name instead of call
And I'm numb like the sky in a static blue
Like a kiss that forgot your name
Like a prayer I keep half-saying
I should run but I just stay
In the silence we both made
I should scream but I just hum
I should feel you leaving
But I'm just numb
But I'm just numb
I'm just numb