after all (to be continued)

Go ahead and keep on fucking with my head

Like you do so well, the best

And I've been trying to feel at peace

But you bring me stress

You my no man zone, I'm not a soldier

Don't got a bulletproof vest

And a part of me hate myself

Cause I still want you in my bed

I'm so tired of trying

Should I just leave my heart on silent

Cause every time I trust someone they hurt me

I don't know what I did to deserve this

Maybe I'm just meant to be alone okay

I show people how to love for the next one

Then I'm left all on my own to pick my pieces up

Yeah, I thought that you was different

But you proved me wrong

I guess I'm to blame after all

I'm so tired of trying

Should I just leave my heart on silent

Cause every time I trust someone they hurt me

I don't know what I did to deserve this

Maybe I'm just meant to be alone okay

I show people how to love for the next one

Then I'm left all on my own to pick my pieces up

Yeah, I thought that you was different

But you proved me wrong

I guess I'm to blame after all

And I don't got nothing left

I'm so tired of mopping up a bloody mess

I've been feeling, going into cardiac arrest

You make me feel unspecial

Honestly I don't think it's fair

Do you deserve my heart

Cause I would never do you how you do me

Cause you tearin me apart

I'm so tired of trying

Should I just leave my heart on silent

Cause every time I trust someone they hurt me

I don't know what I did to deserve this

Maybe I'm just meant to be alone okay

I show people how to love for the next one

Then I'm left all on my own to pick my pieces up

Yeah, I thought that you was different

But you proved me wrong

I guess I'm to blame after all

I'm so tired of trying

Should I just leave my heart on silent