Sun and Storm

So I'm still plodding on

On a path I cannot see

So I left it all behind

For a future where I'm free

All my dreams had turned to dust

And my lust for life declined

All my hopes had gone away

Just a trace left in my mind

For my will stopped to resist

I let it take me away

For my whole world fell apart

What is left I cannot say

And everything I was has turned to pain

And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame

And everything I was has turned to pain

And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame

And everywhere I go I feel the same

And every time I try, I try in vain

You had come to fill the void

But you always were forlorn

You had come into my life

And you brought both sun and storm

I could never break its force

And then I was left to mourn

I never knew what went wrong

But you were both sun and storm

When you came I did not fear

But the shadow took your side

When you fell I had to stay

But I think I've also died

And everywhere I go I feel the same

And every time I try, I try in vain

And everything I was has turned to pain

And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame

And everywhere I go I feel the same

And every time I try, I try in vain