Young, Alone and Full of Fear

You don't know how hard has been to me

I'm trying really hard to stay positive

But it is so hard when nothing's going as planned

I'm so tired of here, I'm homesick, yeah

I miss the place that I used to be

I miss my bed and I miss my sheets

I miss my friends, I don't have anyone

I miss myself, before I was gone

Now it's a mess inside of me

I can't open up, 'cause I don't wanna see

What kind of monsters I keep in here

I got a long list of regrets, but if you ask I'll say I have none

I love the idea of being missed, but why do I miss no one?

(being free is the most important thing to me)

(and I wouldn't bother to be alone)

(they say I'm hard to love)

(cause I like to think I belong to no one)

But I miss the place that I used to be

I miss my bed and I miss my sheets

I miss my friends, I don't have anyone

I miss myself, before I was gone

I miss getting drunk in the streets

Running around, just you and me

We used to be wild, we used to be free

Now we're apart and full of fear

I never wanted to get old

Wish I was playing drunk games with you

Kissing each other under the party lights

Like we used to do every friday night

(dancing in the rain) (drinking everything)

(dancing in the rain) (kissing all my friends)