Letras
Yeah...
It was my first time, we ain't know what we was doin'
Just some kids chasin' a feelin'...
Ay man, I'm tellin' you I'm not a thug
I ain't no thug, never claimed that lane (never in my life)
But I've seen some things that still run through my brain (a lot of shit)
Back in high school, hoodie low, feelin' brave (as fuck)
Watchin' clips like, "Yo, we might try that someday" (biggest mistake)
And we did — man, I wish we passed (it was scary as fuck)
Thought it'd be smooth, but it hit me fast (like a plane)
Pulled up deep, had a plan, got the stash
Now it's just a joke I tell when I'm makin' her laugh
They said, "Bro, you'll be fine, just breathe in slow"
But my heart started racin', I ain't feelin' in control
I was tryna be cool, but my thoughts too loud
Lookin' at the sky, like I'm floatin' off the ground
Took a hit, then another, then twenty too much
Didn't know the line till I felt that rush
Eyes red, brain fried, feelin' stuck in place
Thought I left my body, floatin' into the space
And yeah I tried, yeah, I tried to stay alright
But the high hit hard like a punch in the night
Now I laugh, but back then I was scared to move
First time flyin', didn't know how to lose
We had the whole plan — get lit, sleep over
But the voice in my head kept sayin' it's over
Told my homies, "Yo, I'm feelin' too gone"
Couldn't feel my face, heart beatin' too strong (strong as fuck)
Tryna hold it down, I ain't wanna look weak (I'm not weak)
But the floor felt wavy, and I couldn't even speak (at all)
Kept thinkin' of my mom, like "Damn, she gon' see" (she did)
Eyes red, thoughts loud, can't lie through my teeth
Hit the sink, splash water, chewin' gum to hide
But I still looked lost with a storm in my eyes
Snuck in, kept quiet, just prayed no one asked
Told myself, "Next time, I ain't movin' that fast"
Took a hit, then another, then twenty too much
Didn't know the line till I felt that rush
Eyes red, brain fried, feelin' stuck in place