revive

Not this time

Tell me why

Tell me why

Not this time

I fucked it up so bad

Won't revive

Won't revive

I will pay for all my crimes

Let me die

Let me die

And still I'm getting high

Getting high, getting high

'Cause I need to get by

To get by, to get by

Fuck, I shouldn't be alive, be alive

Tell me why I feel so dead inside

Dead inside, dead inside

My blood is spilling out of my skin

Such an awful view

Why does relief sneak in when im cutting through?

This just can't be true

But I know this is not new

I killed the love that I once knew

It's all my fault there's no excuse

Everything that they say to me I overthink it, why?

Why, why, why?

I hate my fucking mind

This chemicals that I consume

Are turning my life black and blue

I'm fading alone in my room

Why do I do that?

And still I'm getting high

Getting high, getting high

Cause I need to get by

To get by, to get by

Fuck, I shouldn't be alive, be alive

Tell me why I feel so dead inside

Dead inside, dead inside