LOST

I'm so lost, I'm so upset

One day I'm feeling happy

One day I'm so depressed

One day I feel alright

And then I'm such a mess

One day I just wanna feel alive

But then I wanna be dead

I'm so lost, I'm so upset

One day I'm feeling happy

One day I'm so depressed

One day I feel alright

And then I'm such a mess

One day I just wanna feel alive

But then I wanna be dead

But I don't wanna be dead now, now, now

I just wanna be dead now, now, now

I don't wanna be dead now, now, now

I just wanna be dead now, now, now

Maybe it's the drugs that I be taking

Or maybe it changes when I be wasted

When I'm sober I really be feeling nothing

All these bitches be thinking that I'm just bugging

Oh, maybe I just need some fucking therapy

I try to put it all together with no clarity

I just wanna find the missing piece of me

But the way I go about it I be seventeen

I don't even know what's going on

One day I feel okay and then I'm feeling lost

Oh, I just wanna know what's right or wrong

I don't try to blame myself, but damn it, it's all my fault

'Cause I'm so lost, I'm so upset

One day I'm feeling happy

One day I'm so depressed

One day I feel alright

And then I'm such a mess

One day I just wanna feel alive

But then I wanna be dead

I don't wanna be dead now, now, now

I just wanna be dead now, now, now

I don't wanna be dead now, now, now

I just wanna be dead now, now

I think I'm doing what's right

But then I be turning left

I put it all to the side

But then it's all in my head

The pain be coming alive

I'm holding all of the stress

I'm thinking 'bout suicide

But then I be feeling blessed

I think I'm doing fine with all this chasing

Everything's feeling real when I be faking

I live like I'ma boss, now I'm debating

What if I'm tryna hide what I be facing?

'Cause I don't even know what's going on

One day I feel okay and then I'm feeling lost

Oh, I just wanna know what's right or wrong

I don't try to blame myself, but damn it, it's all my fault

'Cause I'm so lost, I'm so upset

One day I'm feeling happy

One day I'm so depressed

One day I feel alright

And then I'm such a mess

One day I just wanna feel alive

But then I wanna be dead

I'm so lost, I'm so upset

One day I'm feeling happy

One day I'm so depressed

One day I feel alright

And then I'm such a mess

One day I just wanna feel alive

But then I wanna be dead

I'm so lost, I'm so upset

One day I'm feeling happy

One day I'm so depressed

One day I feel alright

And then I'm such a mess

One day I just wanna feel alive

But then I wanna be dead

I don't wanna be dead now, now, now

I just wanna be dead now, now, now

I don't wanna be dead now, now, now

I just wanna be dead now, now, yeah