Hurt Enough

You weren't hurt enough for me

I was only gonna bring you down

It'd be selfish not to leave

So I had to go and push you out

My heart's been cursed then

I try to reverse it

On every person that I meet

But you were too perfect

A little too perfect

You weren't hurt enough for me

Yeah

Netics

One time, I knew a girl with tiger eyes

Two 99-sided diamond irises that I could die inside

Apologize? She taught me the definition

And in a past life, she fought for the French Resistance

Bottles that we hold can fill the hollowest holes

Yo shots to the dome, I'll probably be all alone

Cuz right now, I feel like the only person that listens to me

Is the NSA when they monitoring my phone

You never asked my sign, you knew that I was a Gemini

Cuz I have a split personality... and so do I

We pop a pill for the pain that we're told to hold inside

Don't you dare show your emotional side

I got metal bars as my cartilage and tissue

Part of me's artificial, I'm sorry I'm guarded with you

Broken hearts are not my issue

I miss my flight, miss my therapy appointment

But I'll try my hardest not to miss you

You weren't hurt enough for me

I was only gonna bring you down

It'd be selfish not to leave

So I had to go and push you out

My heart's been cursed then

I try to reverse it

On every person that I meet

But you were too perfect

A little too perfect

You weren't hurt enough for me

Yo I'm weighing all of my options

Shaking off all my dread

I'm waking up on my own now

I'm taking all of my steps

And the vacancy in my old heart

In the same place that you left

I don't put much on my walls now

It all stays in my chest

Yeah and I'm the illest cat with skills from the Catskills

But I could write a love song

That doesn't make this Nashville

When I started to wander and hide

You were my partner in crime

Now the days run together like they're Bonnie and Clyde

And the thought of you keeps ringing in my head

Cuz my songs are like confessions full of things I never said

I lost twenty pounds from lifting up this existential dread

And no you don't know what it's like

You're out of synonyms to send

So here's a million reasons

That I should have given that weren't the ones

I'm buried in my worries, imperfect, stuck

With the curtains shut

The earth will rust and turn to dust

Before I learn to love

And oh yeah

One more thing

What?

You just weren't hurt enough

You weren't hurt enough for me

I was only gonna bring you down

It'd be selfish not to leave

So I had to go and push you out

My heart's been cursed then

I try to reverse it

On every person that I meet

But you were too perfect

A little too perfect

You weren't hurt enough for me