Don't let this go

There was a time I couldn't sleep

Every night felt cold and hollow

I'd wake up trying to forget

All the storms I used to follow

But life got soft around the edges

Family calls don't feel so far

And somehow love walked in my door

Like she'd always known my heart

I swear I'm learning how to breathe again

But peace can scare a broken man

So please don't let this go

I want you, I need you to know

That everything good

Feels borrowed sometimes

And I'm scared you'll disappear in the night

So please don't let this go

These beautiful things in my life

Oh God, I hope you know

I'm trying not to hold too tight

My mind is finally settling down

Feels like the fog is lifting slowly

But when the quiet fills the room

Old fears still try to own me

I've got love, I've got enough

More than I ever thought I would

But having everything I prayed for

Makes me fear losing something good

And I'm still learning how to trust the calm

'Cause calm once meant the storm was coming on

So please don't let this go

I want you, I need you to know

That every blessing

Feels fragile sometimes

When you've lived your whole life fighting the night

So please don't let this go

These beautiful things in my life

Oh God, if you can hear me

Help me learn to hold them right

Maybe love like this

Takes time to settle in

Maybe safety feels strange

When you've never lived within it

But I'm trying, I swear I'm trying—

Don't take away what's finally right

So please don't let this go

I want you, I need you to know

That I'm grateful

Down to my bones

For the light you brought into my unknown

So please don't let this go

These beautiful things in my life