It's never the same
I'm bashing my head against the wall
I am after all
Inclined to obey my inner call
And all it contains
I'll have my whole person rearranged
I'm a bit deranged in my contradictions
How come when it's time to prove I could get what I wanted
All I can do is pretend that my memories are tainted
And I'm out of time again anyway?
Live like there's something to live for
No, what did I ever dream for?
What if it's not what I'm made for?
Don't ever get what I came for?
They say no use in trying
There is no satisfying
I am asking why
For clarity, contentment, advice
Believing it wise
To consult the chief of no replies
All that I find
Is irresolution, can't decide
If it's just my pride
Or my evolution
How come when it's time to prove I could get what I wanted
All I can do is pretend that my memories are tainted
And I'm out of time again anyway?
Live like there's something to live for
No, what did I ever dream for?
What if it's not what I'm made for?
Don't ever get what I came for?
Time isn't fair
We're deserted and scared
Why just stare?
I will answer my own prayer
I'm afraid nothing's ever gonna change
And I'll wind up pulling on the trigger
Who's to blame? This insanity age
Is just a symptom of a problem bigger
They say no use in trying
Ah!