it always ends this way

This isn't fair

I did everything I'm supposed to do, I swear

I swear

And I fell too far, I guess

'Cause the hole I'm crawling out of never ends

And I'm dying in my dreams, and isn't it sad the way things seem?

Nobody ever gets to find out what this means (This means)

Don't try too hard 'cause it's never enough for him

You still wake up with the same bad thoughts

And it always ends this way

I don't ever wanna see my head

I don't wanna make 'em bury a friend

I mean it's funny all the time that I spent

Just standing there, one foot on the chair

If I'm not the farthest from perfect you ever knew about

Then it's something different about you I need to figure out

I calm down when every lie that I tell to myself isn't enough anymore

If I'm ever really gone

Playing every single song

Might be the only way to talk to me now