Ghost

I ain't even mean to go

Time to leave my thoughts

And I feel like trying to fuck me over

I hate to run, but I'm taking drug

So I never sober, ah

I ain't even mean to go

Guess I'm time to leave my thoughts

And I feel like trying to fuck me over to the future

'Nd just like future, I hate to run

But I'm taking drugs, so I'm never sober

But baby I ain't even mean to go

Yeah, sometimes I get these mind thoughts

And I feel like trying to fuck me over

'Nd just like future, I hate to run

But I'm taking drugs, so I'm never sober

But I been trying to say this shit

Get myself together before this game over

She said she don't like when I'm on these drugs

And I told her I hate me when I'm sober

And I been trying to get these thoughts inside my mind

Sometimes I feel like they controlling

And I say baby I ain't even mean to go shit

Even these thoughts inside my mind

So when I come back, you tell me it's over

And right now I'm geeking off these drugs

But my feet feel lost

Sometimes I ask can I come over

And everybody say they got my back

But reality, they just be fuckin' me over

It's a lot of shit I just wanna tell to you

But I can't get it off my shoulder

I know I got words that I didn't change

I'm fightin' these demons they tryna control

It be hard to get you off my mind

I'm thinkin' bout you every minute and second

Of the day, you can get my time

They keep on throwin' shots down on my name

I keep on ballin', they ain't stoppin' my shine

Yeah, nigga, bleep shit, walk shit down

My time stopped doing these crimes

They pay me to ball, you know I'm gon" score

I'm taking that moment because that is mine

I just need you to have my back, baby

If I fuck, tell'em to be fine

I been walking through all this rain

So high, it's dancing sunny skies

All them fucks said they had my back

Well, it turns out they ain't had a lot

And she keep asking first thing I notice

I already told her, "Girl, your wife's"

But baby, I ain't even mean to go

Yeah, sometimes I get deep in my thoughts

And I feel like trying to fuck me over

'Nd just like future, I hate to run

But I'm taking drugs, so I'm never sober

But I been trying to say this shit

Get myself together before this game over

She said she don't like when I'm on these drugs

And I told her I hate me when I'm sober

And I been trying to get these thoughts inside my mind

Sometimes I feel like they controlling

And I say baby I ain't even mean to go

Even these thoughts inside my mind

So when I come back, you tell me it's over

And right now I'm geeking off these drugs

Sometimes I ask can I come over