Deserve That

Fuck a second chance, she don't deserve that

I'm counting hella bands, I can see her lurk back

Girl I know our pressure's tense, but I don't deserve that

I heard you got a second man, you might be on your third lad

On the field I serve packs, Merc-Benz, bitch I swerve that

Is it love or drugs, off the henny, it's a blurred path

I blur that love out of my mind

And I can't think or speak cause I've been off all these herb packs

Ugh, I'm burning bridges

I build them, then tear them down cause bitches might hurt my feelings

Rebuild them then build them again, then kill them feelings with these perc prescriptions

I worsen my feelings, every time I go back to her and fuck she's the worst addiction

I'm waiting 'til the grim reaps

On the daily sipping bourbon, I've been on the Jim Beams

Mixed with baileys, bit of herb and maybe like six beans

From ridding my pain, I rid my kidneys

Feeling like her doctor, running out of patience

I thought we locked hearts, hers was owned by Satan

I've been off that wockhardt, eighths I've been blazing

Trying to escape all the pain she's creating

Fuck a second chance, she don't deserve that

I'm counting hella bands, I can see her lurk back

Girl I know our pressure's tense, but I don't deserve that

I heard you got a second man, you might be on your third lad

On the field I serve packs, Merc-Benz, bitch I swerve that

Is it love or drugs, of the henny, it's a blurred path

I blur that love out of my mind

And I can't think or speak cause I've been off all these herb packs

Can't fuck with party girls, call me Nola

Yet this one is half my world, guess I'm bipolar

I just wanna part this world, I'm getting colder

I thought I loved this girl, now I sit and roll up

(Hold up, let me roll up)

I'm faded for the fuck of it

Daily I've been blazing, I've been making myself puff a mix

But fuck this shit

You were the one, now you're a bluffing bitch